Yeah its so different now, have you ever love and love and love someone so crazily much that no matter how inhumane he used to treat you, how unfair, how un-gentleman he is you just keep going back for more, keep going keep going like you've gone crazy? I have.

Many will tell me I'm foolish, maybe they say I'm stupid. I don't blame them cause they don't know how I feel, they care that's why they say such stuffs. Better guy will come along the road, a right guy will come down years later, its just a matter of time yeah? All those all these words are so harsh and annoying, but I'm slowly accepting it. Its not what you want, means what you get. Whatever I'm moving on, and be happy. Hahah life's too short for regrets, too short to keep hanging on.

I'm moving while waiting, if it makes sense.

OKAY ANYWAY ON A BRIGHTER SIDE.......

Dearest fatty Mom's back :) She brought back 2 pendant and I'm really happy (cause I don't want to wear that pendant you gave anymore... It was our faces, and behind it says "Rayson Loves Janice" But now we're no longer together, and you told me you want a break up, do you love me? Or do you love me not?) Yeah leaving for HK in 4 hours time, and I am not even wearing our Valentine's Day leather strap, I want to.. But I think anything related to you hurts me so bad.

Its the first time I don't even bring my laptop overseas, its okay for me to leave my phone at home and let my bro plays it, ah yeah.. I just don't feel so harsh leaving SG, cause you are the one who leave me. maybe I should just study abroad after NYP. Hahaha something new to look forward to at least? We'll see how things go!

Been spending SOOOOOO much time with Neo Yun for the past week, ahahha we met about 3 times a week and that's really quite a lot for a "new" friend. Ah guess we're just going through the same thing and we're definitely recovering girls. Wait for me to come back, we'll go for nai you pai gu together with Allison :)

Haven't been spending time with my other girlfriends like Rae, ST, Jade, Xue Fen, ah so many many people to hang out with, and time to lead a life a single girl should. This sounds like a total bimbo, but I only live once and I wanna be able to do what I haven't do in a long time, or do it without restrictions now. I guess its good for a break too. Yay!!

Really a million thanks to all my bros in GY caring about me, trust me I miss all of them although we just met on Tuesday. Even for Regina, I know she knows something is wrong but she always always give me so much space and let me be alone whenever I just walk off from class. Ah trust me even though you are so darn quiet, I know you know and yeah of course you aren't retarded whaaaat. LOL
I love you all


love and peace outttttt 
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