Whatever you want, go for it.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
I miss little dog a lot, and I miss her owner 1209381209750173021301298301 times more.
Do whatever you want cause You Only Live Once - YOLO
I wish I can do whatever I want, get the kind of guy I desire, get the kind of friends I'm comfortable with. I can not choose my birth, but I can definitely choose my route of growing up isn't it? I really enjoy being in love but I guess when love comes with too much restriction I can't do it. I think its a scorpio thing..
I need my own personal space to breathe, I don't like to be suffocated, nobody likes it I guess? I hope this one week break will be good enough for you to think about it, really.. I wish things still can work out and we've planned so many things way ahead of us, so why not let's fulfill it. Hope you are doing fine now, xx
Edited 17:39
"After all the fights, arguments ... it is sad to tell someone "It's okay, I'm used to it". This is not what i want. I want to be able to be honest with you and tell you everything that's been running through my mind. Everyone wants to feel appreciated in some way or another. Slowly, after being so immune to it. You know you want to end it but then again, you do not want to see someone whom you loved so much being so devastated, vulnerable, emotionally unstable and helpless but i saw it. Even though i tried to be hard hearted, it broke my heart at the end of the day. Do you really know me and understands me? Why is it that someone has to tell you what i like and what i don't? This time, i really hope the devastating truth has knocked some sense into your head. I will be there for you as a friend but don't expect too much. I am not sure if i could still carry on, bringing things to a whole new level, again."
Saw this paragraph of words from a primary school friend of mine, her blog which I used to read, and I came across it again, to kill my boredom I just started scrolling.. Till I read that paragraph above it, exactly speaks how I feel. Sometimes you just can't bring words you want to say out, and you need someone else to deliver it for you. I don't give up easily, but please don't take advantage of that.
Edited 17:39
"After all the fights, arguments ... it is sad to tell someone "It's okay, I'm used to it". This is not what i want. I want to be able to be honest with you and tell you everything that's been running through my mind. Everyone wants to feel appreciated in some way or another. Slowly, after being so immune to it. You know you want to end it but then again, you do not want to see someone whom you loved so much being so devastated, vulnerable, emotionally unstable and helpless but i saw it. Even though i tried to be hard hearted, it broke my heart at the end of the day. Do you really know me and understands me? Why is it that someone has to tell you what i like and what i don't? This time, i really hope the devastating truth has knocked some sense into your head. I will be there for you as a friend but don't expect too much. I am not sure if i could still carry on, bringing things to a whole new level, again."
Saw this paragraph of words from a primary school friend of mine, her blog which I used to read, and I came across it again, to kill my boredom I just started scrolling.. Till I read that paragraph above it, exactly speaks how I feel. Sometimes you just can't bring words you want to say out, and you need someone else to deliver it for you. I don't give up easily, but please don't take advantage of that.