This little dog here, is like my own. So adorable, how much I wish she's mine to keep.

A dog, just like everybody else, time is needed to know each other, to understand, to tolerate one another is just something we need to do. What do you do when you run out of those courage and patience to accept everything? I wish I could tell you too. When two is in love, there bound to be argument, disagreement and really hurtful words coming out of our mouths, but at the end of the day what we really want is to be able to make it for a longer future, being able to lie in each other's arm and look back how silly we were back then.

Now I know what I'm fighting for, freedom. Yes, relationship can't work without freedom, own personal space. I won't say I MUST NEED that extra space to go out with my friends, good friends best friends whatever kind of friends, but I need that space alone. To stone, to sit at home, browse whatever webpage I like... I like to have personal space. And personal space is not equivalent to like being ALONE. I can be together with you in the room, but I need my own space to do whatever I like.

I enjoy spending time together with my love one of course, but shouldn't it be relaxing? Why don't I feel it most of the time? I am so stressed out by what your parents say to YOU, and its affecting me, my mood to eat, I could die for just one peaceful dinner with you and your parents. I hear you guys SHOUTING from one end of the table to the other... Its not enjoying, not relaxing at all.

All right, enough of ranting. Maybe I should create Formspring to kill boredom and answer stupid questions, but then again it'll be causing me a lot of unnecessary weird questions from outsider. Toodles now, guess my girlfriends will be happy that I'm back blogging!